west dry dust dear god no
better than homelessness
countryside dear god why?
undo let me come through
out of the quicksand sucking me down
out
take my soul away
landside
cry
grey
gray
matter what matters dear god
cleanse replace cleanse replace
with bad then a string
no one I want to be
Do not influence me
to become like you
be my own person
take your attributes
vigilance
destroyed
Imperious
make me solid impervious
to them helmet me win
god forgive me.
I care nothing about you
or you
or you
or him
or her
or them.
And I desire
to never
not for them
for him
the soul mate
Yes
the soul girls
yes the soul man
yes OHM my God
destroy
destroyed this pertty mouth of mine
I hate what I
say
what I do
Who I know
Who I knew
Who I didn’t know
The Cost is so high
Too expensive
for my ability
kaleidoscope
chaos
not very pretty
ugly
ugly
ugly
all is ugly
forgive me for
my taste?
oblique it’s all oblique
strangers
touching my emotions
touching me
I never trust you
I have no reason but to say good bye
I want to say
Hello
to love
dramatically
over the moon
welcoming
god please I need your help
your fire
power I’m dried out
or over saturated.
I can’t do this anymore
the fear
too much fear.
do not forget about me
help me out.
Dried from tears
Drunk on tears salty salty
no sweet.
no sweat.
And who is the true warrior?
All I have met
are destroyers
to my heart
my world
my soul
my mind
not so true
but still untrustworthy.
Ever where
all over
the world
This
I do not want
or desire.
Where the fuck are you?!
playing tricks on my mind
psychic connection
to who emotional connection to who?
do you realize what your doing to me?
do you dare to care
G.O.D.
well do you?
Punk?
punk!
little girl bitch
retarded
handicapped
immature
Adult bitch
Fuck you
crazy crazy scary little bitch.
I need I want
Polar opposites
Truly safe to love
to give my heart to
my most precious part of me
is
me.
I’ve given myself away
so much
to nobody
who is everybody
it’s not right.
devalued me
like a product
over
and
over
and over again.
No remorse
no sanity
I can tell the difference
between sane and insane.
Take on all the blame
Dear God
I feel the future and I hate it.
I’m scared of it.
Texas
taxes
faxes
foxes
I want to avoid it
It grosses me out and
hits me
right
deep in the chest.
F.R.O.G. people
Fuck the Frog
There is no prince!
By Carrie Crocker
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